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Thursday, August 17, 2006

hello everyone...

so ya i have made huge updates i have

actaully been working on this site for like a week

and ya i just let everyone know it was here so i hope everyone likes it

well um i have to go now enjoy the icons quotes and photos

i try my haredest to make everyone happy... so

bye bye

alexis

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

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QUOTES

her smile was fake
her laugh was covered in tears
it was all to much for her to take
she always acted like nothing was wrong
even though she hated being alone

me without you is like

a pothead without the high;

a plane that never flys;

a best but no buy;

a hooker with no luck;

a hoe that doesn't suck;

a slut that doesn't fuck;

a nerd without braces;

asentencewithnospaces

When i cry at night,
The only thing i can think to myself about is..
How can i seem so perfectly fine in the morning?
Why do i smile like nothing is wrong?
And how does not one single person notice that
I'm not okay?

Today I realized I have surpassed depression.
I'm not even sad anymore.
The way I'm feeling is not even a way of feeling now...it has become a way of life.
I would give anything just to be able to cry, to know I was capable of having emotions again..
But instead I stand here...numb..
Like a dead girl walking.

One cut- thats all it takes, is that one little mistake, and you're gone.

Bleed like me.
Cry like me.
Know the feeling of dispair.
Rise like me.
Fall like me.
And know that no one truly cares.

Let the blade sting,
And the sting of your words melt away.
I cry my heart out,
And wonder how I got this way.
I need the blade like I need air,
As I drown in a sea of pain.
I wear long sleeves, to cover my deeds,
And hang my head in shame.

i`m not depressed;; i just hate everything.
i`m not a horrible person;; i just let everyone down.
i`m not an outcast;; everyone just hates me.
i`m not in love;; i just constantly think of him.
i`m not a cutter;; i just have to slice my wrists.
i`m not a mistake;; i`m just not supposed to be here

Pretty little girl can't see the world
Pretty little girl all locked up
Pretty little girl has to be perfect
Pretty little girl overwhelmed by everything
Pretty little girl never does anything right
Pretty Little Girl Killed Herself Tonight.

They say its for attention, but if it was for attention, I wouldn't try so hard to hide it.

I guess my smile isn't hiding my tears today, and everyone is asking me 'what happened?' They all want to know 'why I am having a bad day.' Well, nothing happened today, it was just a day...

A Broken Mirror, A Bleeding Fist
A Silver Blade Against A Wrist
TearsFallingDownToLipsUnkissed
Ignore Her And She Won't Exist
She'sNotTheKindYou'llComeToMiss

So take this knife and cut my wrists...
I wish this pain.. didnt exist..
So slit my wrists..
Lifes a sick game with way too many twists...

It wasn't a suicide attempt ;; it was an escape from
everything awful. When we cut, we control our own pain,
& we make it stop whenever we want. Physical pain relieves
mental angiush. For that brief moment, the pain of cutting
is the only thing in the cutter's mind. & when the others come back, they're weaker. Drugs do that too, but not like
cutting ;; nothing is like cutting

she knows the answers,
but she'll never tell
why her life's a living hell

she sat with her friends in a movie
a movie where a girl cuts
her friends were disgusted
while she sat and watched,
knowing that is what was under her sleeve

Another cutter, Another freak,
Another dork, Another geek,
Another prep, Another jock,
Another whore, And more punk rock,
Another hater, Another "G",
Another scar they put on me.
Another label that happens to fall
When no one even knows the person at all

She sits there & cries
Tears of sorrow
fill her eyes
Silent screams
& cries of pain
Arms full of cuts
& scars of shame
Alone in this world,
a blade as a friend
To stop her pain,
to make it all end
She lies in her regret,
spills of blood drop
This is her way
to make it all stop

i'm as confused as a
gangsta with a skateboard

Dying inside so sick and tired
Of being second best and undesired......</3

PE0PLE SAY i`VE CHANGED
BUT i`M JUST FiNALLY BEiNG
--»» MYSELF ««--

I just want to be told

That I am beautiful,

And that I am worth the fight,

To be saved.

Sometimes, I just sit there,

Watching the people walking around,

I wonder why that is not me.

Happily going on there way.

No me, I am just waiting,

For a much better day.

I can't take this anymore...

I love you so much,

And it is killing me.

Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like,

If I was prettier, and could google any guy.

All those lucky girls think they are so great.

No, they were only lucky...

To be freaking born that way.

& when a guy breaks up with a girl and she
begins to cry, don't think of the girl crying for
the guy. don't think of it as she is crying because
she's upset. think of it as she's crying because she's
wondering what she done wrong. as if she wasn't good
enough. she's crying because she's going to miss the memories
of being with him. think of it as she's crying with what's left of her heart.

so you turn up the music
and try to block out the screams
you try to ignore your heart
as it crumbles and bleeds
the pain is too much
you can't take it anymore
and everytime you turn up the volume
you scream a little more

i hope someday you find all
my quotes, all my words, & read them all.
i hope you know that they're about you
and when you read them, i hope a single
tear runs down your face

I refuse to look in the mirror,

I refuse to see my face,

Red and tear streaked,

As my world falls out of place.

I refuse to look in the mirror,

To see the hurt in my eyes,

The shaking of my body,

As I resort to silent cries.

I refuse to look in the mirror,

The pain in my heart spread like an infection,

And I witness it all,

All through my reflection,

I refuse to look in the mirror,

To see the last teardrop fall,

I refuse to watch the failure,

As I just give up on it all.

I admit it, I'm really sad when I smile. Even when I laugh, you can see it in my eyes. If you look close enough, that is. Deep inside... I want to cry.

I don't want to be alone tonight. I'm scared of where my thoughts will wander. What happens if it's too overwhelming

One minute you're gliding along. The next minute you're standing in the rain watching your life fall apart.

I don't need a reason to kill myself, I need a reason not to.

I keep silent, even when I'm screaming inside, because the things that drive me crazy I have no

choice but to hide.

It’s eating her inside…she doesn’t know what it is that’s bothering her, all she knows is that it’s killing her inside. She never thought she would become the person she is today…she used to be so strong, now she’s falling more and more each and every day…she cuts her arms cause she can control that feeling of pain and hurt. No one can tell her what to do when she ahs the blade in her hand, she controls how hard and how deep she cuts every time…she likes the feeling…she’s so tired of people trying to help her solve the problem. It’s her damn life, so why can’t people just leave her the hell alone and let her deal with all the pain that’s bottled up inside her own way…cutting.

Cutting made it better, but I knew it was wrong. I got so messed up, I didn’t know what was going on. I had to get out. I had to grow up. I Let my habit slip away and now cutting’s not enough.

Your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card.
Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.
Your perfect little girl talked back to you again.
Your perfect little girl painted her nails black.
Your perfect little girl lied to you all her life.
Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep.
Your perfect little girl slits her wrists untill she bleeds.
Your perfect little girl dated before sixteen.
Your perfect little girl was broken by a boy.
Your perfect little girl doesn't go to church.
Your perfect little girl hates you.
Your perfect little girl has given up on life.
Your perfect little girl had a tantrum today.
Your perfect little girl wants to run away.
Your perfect little girl has no real friends.
Your perfect little girl thinks she's overweight.
Your perfect little girl hasn't let you dry her tears.
Your perfect little girl disobeys you.
Your perfect little girl hates the world.
Your perfect little girl is hated by the world.
Your perfect little girl says bad things about you.
Your perfect little girl is very unhappy.
Your perfect little girl tried to commit suicide.
Your perfect little girl has become a disgrace.
But at the end of the day, she's still your perfect little girl

It cuts so deep and leaves a scar,

But no longer does it sting,

So I will the blade down deeper,

I have forgotten everything

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